The Hurtful Past

 The stories of my unrequited love are many.

And every one of them had a bad ending.

Me being a loser is a prominent factor in their demise. 

Honestly, I never had the courage or heart to see the end.

A small boy with a lot of insecurities about his body, face, real friends, and family could never say those three little words.

While growing up, the environments around him change drastically as every year-end would take a special someone away from him. The last year was a good one for him as he decided to change himself; he was not completely successful.

Still steadily he got some confidence and went to a new town to meet new people.

The new town was scary for the first two months. With no one to share his feelings with and no one to talk to he got scared.

But he was lucky as he found some unconditional friends and new unrequited love.

To be honest he thought at least this would be successful but the end was bitter. 

Anyway, he did tell her his feelings which was a new territory for him to explore.

He was rejected by the way. Hehe.

So the conclusion is that he doesn't talk to her the same way he used to.

The present is also not nice to him as he got into some bad habits on his own.

Honestly, I don't have anyone to blame for my failures but at the least, I have some people who will listen to my stories and won't laugh.

Well, this write-up was unexpected but it felt nice to write my feelings here. 

I currently like someone else, but my previous experiences are stopping me.

And I would love to hear some advice about how to move forward with this one.

Nice talking to you.

Thank you

Bye